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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

hey sorry peeps.
has been darn lazy to update my blog.
worse,
to even come online.
cux,
it's so inconvenient.
my daddy has somehow confiscated the whole monitor.
yepps.
pro right?
i wonder where he hides it.
lols!
and my com is super lag.
=.=

sighs.
have been going back sch these few days.
study!
rahhhs.
tired seh.

tmr is vesak day.
and yet,
my grp is having pw discussion.
see,
we're so hardworking.

JAMIE!
WHY NVR REPLY MY MSG?!?
lols!
=X

my bro is so having pms today.
came back from camp and yet he refuses to slp and prefers to play his gameboy.
damn him.

wheees~
i wna watch MOVIES!
yepps.
shrek 3, fantastic 4, pirates.
arggghhhs!
so little time!

yee ling super funny today.
kept asking abt the meaning of dildo{dno spell correctly anot)
didnt know what's de meaning of it being the innocent us.
hahas.
kept asking ard.
and finally,
we got what we want.
*winks*

i have decided,
to buy tys for all my subjs and mug real hard during june hols.
i am determined to SCORE!
hohoho.

shall slack now.
tmr shall be a long day.

sighs.
my parents are sick.
and so am i.
erms,
i've been sick since last yr.
disgustingly long period of time.
hurrs.

don't give me probs dude..
or else i will be sick and tired of all these sooner or later.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

today no co!
postponed to fri.
actually wna go home early early le but stayed back to pei lj.
hoho.
wei da bahs.
=D
heard de combined rehersal.
hmms.
think maybe first time collaborating bahs.
so not very nice.
=x
althou they all de various jing ying from various schs,
maybe too long nvr play le,
so quite rusty.
hahas.

anyway,
watched SLEEPERS during reading programme.
brad pitt!
nvr had de time to watch finish.
meanie teachers
=x
watch until very ji dong.
feel like boxing de stupid guards up.
no morality de lors.
hurrrss.

went j8 to eat lunch.
met li yuen outside yoshinoya!
didnt know she's still working there.
and she went in tp!
gosh.
hahas.
loads of project and life is like super slack for her lars.
lucky pig.
x)
o.O
hoho.
wahh.
super full now.
ate my lunch at 4plus lars.
rice somemore.
sighs.
bloated.


feel like watching movie.
hahas.
randomness.
CO,CO,CO.
can't help but to think a lot.
=x



tend to keep stuffs to myself esp now when i dno who can i talk to.
there are some probs where u can only tell someone else.
hope it doesnt explode out someday.
=)

Monday, May 21, 2007

oh man.
damn shit.
i really dno what to do.
dno what to say.
dno how shld i act.
dno EVERYTHING.
i don't even know what i am thinking!!!
i just know,
i don't like this to carry on,
to continue.
it's really tiring for both parties.
oh gosh.
i totally needs a listening ear.
someone who will LISTEN to me and give me ADVICE.
cux,
outsiders always has a clearer view.
have i done wrong?
should i do this?
should i do that?
should i give up a friendship just because u dun like it?
should i hurt my freinds again?
how do i feel abt them?
how do they feel abt me?
do they even care?

RAHHHHSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so totally getting insane.
brain about to explode soon.
feel like screaming out my lungs now.
who is there when i need someone to lean onto?
GREAT.
i feel stupid.

it's not your fault that u think too much.
honestly,
who isnt selfish.
but i can't believe u think that of me.
am i so untrustable??
GAWD.

aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lol.
=.=
i really don't want this to affect your studies.
this is an impt year for you.
you can't afford to neglect your studies.
haish.

i don't know what's best for us.
i know soh ee and hou chiat have been listening to my troubles esp soh ee.
hope that this hasnt give you too much trouble.
cux,
soh ee also thinks ALOT.
LOL.


i can't think clearly now.
irrationally?
should just find a day and settle this stuff.

what's with de what if one day i ask u to choose between u and him thing.
oh mi god.
it's like putting me in a dilemma lars.
HOW CAN?!?


how can i fa xie out?
i don't wna have serious internal injuries.
i dno.



forgot what i wna say le.
=.=


but to YEE YEW.
yeah. i am angry with you.
direct enough le bahs.
=.=






ignore my crap if you want.

Friday, May 18, 2007

so.
i am pissed off today.
by my bro's timidness.
how could he keep that kinda thing to himself when he always blabber off so much at home?
it's like he will fal sick w/o talking lars.
and yet he managed to keep that kinda thing to himself.
to put it short,
my bro NEARLY got knocked down by a cursed car while crossing the road near my house.
then that uneducated man hurled abuses at my bro.
true.
it's my bro's fault that he wasnt attentive enuf while crossing de road.
but so,
what gives YOU, yes YOU(the bloody driver) to insult my mummy and him by using son of a bitch at him?!not only that, aft my bro apologised, he still continues ranting on and talking rubbish. HELLO. what is his freaking problem? for one, an educated man(i presume) like him to insult my mummy and my bro, he doesnt deserve to have de government to spend tons of money subsidising his education cux OBVIOUSLY, it doesnt seem to work. and next, IF (touch wood) my bro gets banged, it's his life that is more impt can. so why is he kb-ing throughout the whole incident. of cux de driver has to pay a price when knocking down ppl, but the price paid by the victim is much higher. so while he's concern with his trash car being dented and troubles he'd be getting into an accident, why cant he have de morality by saying/warning my brother in a more adultly manner rather than hurling abuses?!?
does he have de brains?? oops. my mistake. saying he has a pea sozed brain even is too much of a complement to him. oh my.
hope that he gets attacked by a thousand roaches, get sting by bees, find a bed of snakes in his bedroom. hmms. shucks. my mistake again. when bees sting him, they will die, but they dont deserve to sacrifice their precious life for this THING. by biting this THING would dirty the dear snakes' mouths and teeth. oh yah. and roaches, althou they are pest and stuffs. but that THING is a pest pest. so compare pest with pest pest, pest deserve to live more.
and i truly pity his moma, for having such a unsensible son. hope she does good deeds to make up for the million bad karma that her son has accumulated in being an uncouth driver.

...
my steam isnt as big as just now.
so i am just crapping and fa xie-ing.
RAHHHSSSSS.
i've made bad karma today.
sighs.
how sinful.
shall do good deeds to neutralise this bad karma.
sorry for the rather lame post.
lols.

dear is beside me mugging.
and he complains that i blogged too long with tons of my lamesness inside.
well,
i do need a place to fa xie mahs.
>.<
[to dear]okok. i noe you meant no harm.















end of story.
bye peeps.

Friday, May 11, 2007

watched spidey man 3 last night.
movie ended at 9pm.
late lors.
we were both dead beat esp me when i reached home.
dear super cute!
xD
jumped up dno how many times during de movie.
keep on bei xia dao.
wahahahas.
got a few parts of de movie funny sia.
hahas.
on de whole.
it was a nice movie.
xD

and pirates3 is coming out!
oh man.
it looks marvelous!
so exciting!
xD
wahahas.
who got de honour of pei-ing me watch lehs?
=x
lols.

dear.
althou u flopped (not a serious one thou),
we still got gold.
and even if there arent any mistakes made,
i dun think we can get GWH.
so no yi han bahs.
kan kai yi dian jiu hao.
syf is over.
and i am missing de intense practices you noe.
i miss SYF and NYCO.
sighs.
nevertheless,
i will still be with you for as long as u need me.
xD

rahhs.
nxt wk got tons of test coming up.
had gp test today.
stupid qns.
so diff.
=x
there's chem, physics, maths, econs test nxt wk!!!
oh no.
plus napfa.
haish.
what a wk.
>.<

oh yah.
NYCO band got gold.
my fren's like so high and happy.
ahahas.
shld i go back pks this wk?
and nxt?
need to catch up on my dance sia.
sighs.

dear is out on his worshipping retreat.
sighs.
gawd.
i think i have thousands of brain cells dead le.
sadded.
=x

misses and kisses!

oh yah.
i needa go back amkss and take my o lvl cert!
dno when got time sia.
hope it hasnt rot and died yet.
wait a min,
it's dead alrdy.
=.=


we got GOLD for SYF~!!!
whees~
this shall be a short post.
cux now no time.
got econs lecture NOW.
and im still in com lab.
=.=

dear.
I LOVE YOU!
xD

Thursday, May 03, 2007

oh man.
syf is nxt thurs!
omg!
i haven really memorise my da gui pu yet.
shit.
pls lor.
i m only given like 10days to master it.
=.=
sighs.
gotta go do maths tut le.
wish me luck for syf.
hope we can at least get a gold!
tatas~

thanks dear.
xD

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
hohoho.
so long nvr blog le.
too busy with co le sia.
sighs.
sick lors.
very irritating.

stressful sia co.
had to take up another instrument again.
and syf is just nxt thurs!!!!
arggghhhh!!!
gotta master it within 10 days!
oh man.
sighs.
stupid JASON.
how DARE you transfer to poly at this kinda crucial timing.
wait till i get my hands on you!
hurrrss.
=.=

woke up at 9.53 today.
hoho.
and,
i can FINALLY use my SIM card le.
wheesss.
so my no. is back into action!
peeps. take note!
however, sad to say, i've lost most of my contacts except those that i've memorised.
so do msg me your no. again!
went to cut and wash hair.
hahas.
luo jun seems to be able to chat well with the hairdresser who's also a m'sian.
lols.
cool lor.
so went to meet sohee they all for my og outing.
i'm sooo late.
didnt manage to play pool with em thou.
so walk walk in amk.
actually wanted to watch movie de.
but there's a super LONG queue in jubilee.
couldnt really watch.
all because spidey man 3 is out now.
rahhs.
=x
had no where to go,
went arcade instead.
the baby so cute!
xD
couldnt and didnt wna play dj.
cux too many pro ppl there.
dun wan xian chou.
=x
lols.
stupid guy,
heard strawberry beancurd as strawberry cocktail.
how similar is that?
he really needs to dig his ear.
=.=
there's physics SPA tmr.
and i haven do my PI yet.
gotta blast!
toodles~

dear.
ytd, sorry.
dun be sad.
you aint a loser.
it's just me.

and today.
you look super sian.
dun so no mood hor.
nxt time go cycle and shopping bahs.
=)